On Loving God
by St. Bernard of Clairvaux
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Chapter XIII. Of the law of self-will and desire, of slaves and hirelings
Furthermore, the slave and the hireling have a law, not from the Lord, but of
their own contriving; the one does not love God, the other loves something else
more than God. They have a law of their own, not of God, I say; yet it is
subject to the law of the Lord. For though they can make laws for themselves,
they cannot supplant the changeless order of the eternal law. Each man is a law
unto himself, when he sets up his will against the universal law, perversely
striving to rival his Creator, to be wholly independent, making his will his
only law. What a heavy and burdensome yoke upon all the sons of Adam, bowing
down our necks, so that our life draweth nigh unto hell. 'O wretched man that I
am! Who shall deliver me from the body of this death?' (Rom. 7:24). I am
weighed down, I am almost overwhelmed, so that 'If the Lord had not helped me,
it had not failed but my soul had been put to silence' (Ps. 94:17). Job was
groaning under this load when he lamented: 'Why hast Thou set me as a mark
against Thee, so that I am a burden to myself?' (Job 7:20). He was a burden to
himself through the law which was of his own devising: yet he could not escape
God's law, for he was set as a mark against God. The eternal law of
righteousness ordains that he who will not submit to God's sweet rule shall
suffer the bitter tyranny of self: but he who wears the easy yoke and light
burden of love (Matt. 11:30) will escape the intolerable weight of his own
self-will. Wondrously and justly does that eternal law retain rebels in
subjection, so that they are unable to escape. They are subject to God's power,
yet deprived of happiness with Him, unable to dwell with God in light and rest
and glory everlasting. O Lord my God, 'why dost Thou not pardon my
transgression and take away mine iniquity?' (Job 7:21). Then freed from the
weight of my own will, I can breathe easily under the light burden of love. I
shall not be coerced by fear, nor allured by mercenary desires; for I shall be
led by the Spirit of God, that free Spirit whereby Thy sons are led, which
beareth witness with my spirit that I am among the children of God (Rom. 8:16).
So shall I be under that law which is Thine; and as Thou art, so shall I be in
the world. Whosoever do what the apostle bids, 'Owe no man anything, but to
love one another' (Rom. 13:8), are doubtless even in this life conformed to
God's likeness: they are neither slaves nor hirelings but sons.
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